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Gazes Back | Sitri Center: Sleep Paralysis Cycle

Gazes Back | Sitri Center: Sleep Paralysis Cycle

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The program needs that data – raw.

Elle’s dream training has become protocol. Tessa is running the sessions and the line between researcher and subject has moved again without anyone filing the paperwork. When Dr. Lowell declares the program a failure, Meg enters the chamber as a contrasting profile – and finds out she was always the template.

The Sitri Institute doesn’t just shape desire. It manufactures it, then hands you a pen.

Cast & Crew

Written & Produced by: Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns
Directed by: Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns

Principal Cast

Analysis

The Sitri Center stops being a place things happen to subjects and becomes a place that happens to everyone inside it. Meg entered the chamber believing that choosing her own phrase gave her control over the variables. The phrase was never the variable. The institute was already running its pattern througha her before she agreed to anything, and the dream just made the data visible. Hespa’s correction – “You’re the template” – is the real takeaway: the researchers were always the most legible subjects, because they understood the mechanism well enough to internalize it completely.

The journal editing is the episode’s quietest horror. Tessa does not fabricate Meg’s desires. She curates them, selects the passages that show alignment and corrects the cadence of the ones that don’t, until the record reflects a coherent arc of willing participation. This is how panoptic control operates at its most effective.

The confession letter that closes the episode is the most precise description of complicity. Meg admits to everything – the unauthorized files, the simulations, the tampered logs, the attempts to discredit Tessa – and then asks to stay anyway. The horror is not that she was broken. The horror is that she was already this person before the chamber, and the institute simply gave her a form to fill out.

Full Summary (with spoilers)

The episode opens inside Elle’s dream. The figures mock her eagerness while rewarding her compliance. When Cael demands a second figure join her, Nyra summons Tessa – reimagined here as Teehee, a dream-self who introduces Elle to the lucid dreaming techniques MILD and VILD. In the Sitri Center’s hands these are not consciousness tools. They are compliance protocols.  When Cael summons them both into his chamber, their voices chant in unison, dream logic and institutional language fully merged.

Elle surfaces to find Tessa standing over her, having already overridden the monitoring feed to prevent the research team from seeing Elle’s physical reenactment. Tessa is not concerned. She is impressed. She describes her own conditioning in careful, almost fond detail.  Both women realize they have been appearing in each other’s dreams. Tessa does not treat this as a warning. She treats it as evidence the program is working.

In the observation chamber, Dr. June Lowell declares the program a failure. Elle’s escalation is nonlinear. Her dream journals contain phrases written for hours at a stretch. When Meg deflects blame onto the subject, June asks who the perfect subject would actually be, and Tessa offers quietly that it should be someone who understands all of it. June proposes Meg enter the chamber herself to provide a contrasting profile. Meg agrees on the condition that she chooses her own phrase and anchor. Tessa offers to lace her in. Meg accepts with the resignation of someone who already knows the weight of what she is agreeing to.

Inside Meg’s dream, Nyra and Hespa greet her as someone who always comes back. Cael tells her she brought them with her. When Meg insists she is not a subject, Hespa corrects her without hesitation: she is the template. In the waking chamber, Z and Tessa enter while Meg lies paralyzed and aware, treating her presence as negligible. Tessa notices Meg’s physical response and hears her repeating a phrase back into the room.

The observation chamber confrontation that follows is conducted entirely on Tessa’s terms. June reads from Meg’s journals – journals Tessa has been quietly editing, correcting the cadence, cleaning up for clarity, showing alignment where Meg wrote resistance. Meg protests that the words have been twisted. Tessa notes cheerfully that she was quoting. Z frames the whole exchange as validation of Meg’s own scholarship: alignment is the most effective indicator of dream compliance, and Meg’s subconscious has been demonstrating it for weeks. The demotion is presented as realignment. The position structure has already been updated. The access codes have already been changed. Tessa offers to help with the letter.

The episode closes with Meg’s confession to the Sitri Institute’s adjudicating board. She admits to keeping unauthorized files, building simulations, annotating her own responses, and tampering with logs to make Tessa appear unstable. She confesses that she stopped pretending her work was clinical and acknowledges that she tried to manipulate records to reclaim control she never truly possessed. Her letter ends not with a resignation but with a plea to remain inside the protocol in any capacity. The final line is simply “Please. Let me stay.”

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Series artwork for this arc is from Vika Glitter on Pixabay, under the Pixabay license. Deep Dream State uses human art at every stage of the creative supply chain.

Consent Declaration

Deep Dream State is a desire horror audio drama written and produced by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns. It explores psychological fiction at the boundaries of control, identity, and complicity. The elements depicted are fictional and intentional. Gazes Back contains adult scenes. All performances are works of fiction and take place within a consensual creative context. ISNI 0000 0005 2877 6254

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Shower | The Chthonic: Cloud Cycle

Shower | The Chthonic: Cloud Cycle

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Aboard the Chthonic, the fog is warm and the whales are circling. A cosmic horror audio drama about what gets in when the self dissolves.

This is Episode Five of the dystopian fiction Deep Dream State, an audio drama exploring identity and desire.

(The Chthonic arc is classified as cosmic horror.)

 

Cast

Ship’s Crew

Guests

Credits

Deep Dream State is written and produced by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns, with co-production by Bliss.
Sound design, editing, and scoring by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns.

Episode Summary

Somewhere below decks, Amanda and Brittany are sharing a shower neither of them remembers turning on.  The crew watches on monitors and evaluates.  What the entity they serve actually wants is a mind that still pushes back, and Sara and Kara have spent the entire voyage doing exactly that in the ship’s library, chasing whale prophecies and binding rites down a trail the crew planted for them.  A hidden note sends Sara deeper into the ship alone.  Kara stays behind with a knife and a deadline and the growing suspicion that following the breadcrumbs and walking into the trap are the same thing.

Episode Synopsis

Shower opens in the Chthonic’s surveillance room, where Captain Dyer and her senior crew are reviewing the progress of a passenger named Emma.  She’s been through multiple cycles of adjustment, and she still isn’t what they need. She hesitated. In the world the Chthonic’s crew are building, hesitation is disqualifying. The conversation between Dyer, Alistair, Olivia, and Holly is the language of people running a program rather than a cruise.  What emerges from it is the outline of something with serious infrastructure behind it: trials, wipes, cycles, and a very specific end goal that Emma’s softness has put at risk.

Below decks, two other passengers are having a different kind of morning. Amanda was the responsible one in her social group, the woman who kept the sorority from burning down, and now she can’t string two thoughts together without giggling.  Brittany describes the feeling as pink fog, and Amanda finds she can’t argue. Their conversation loops and doubles, sentences finishing in unison, memories failing to reconstruct.  The shower in their cabin is already running when they notice it, and neither of them turned it on.  They work out slowly that they dreamed it at the same time: standing under the water while something hummed through everything. They’ve always heard it, they agree.  They’re not suffering and that’s precisely what makes it frightening.

Back in the surveillance room, Dyer and Alistair watch Amanda and Brittany on the monitors and write them off as too far gone to be useful. This is where Shower opens into something larger than a cruise ship drama. Holly, one of the crew, tells them that the entity the entire operation is designed to serve doesn’t want empty vessels. She knows because she hears it when she’s the offering. What it wants, she reports, is something left to corrupt: resistance, consciousness, the specific quality of a mind that hasn’t yet surrendered. Amanda and Brittany are kept aboard now as warnings rather than candidates, while the crew turns its attention to two other passengers currently in the ship’s library: Sara and Kara, who have spent the voyage chasing every strange thing they’ve noticed aboard the Chthonic and getting closer to the truth than the crew expected. The files they’ve been finding, the legends uploaded to their research feeds, the cryptic trails: none of it was accidental.

Sara and Kara have independently arrived at the same conclusion from different directions. Every coastal mythology they can find points toward the same structure: brides of the sea, offerings to the deep, binding rites that appear from Norse tradition to Polynesian sacred sites. A text called The Binding of Waters names it directly, referencing a bride, a vessel, and an entity it calls the Old Groom. The ritual cleansing passages explain what happened to Amanda and Brittany. The hundreds of whales circling the ship outside with no feeding pattern and no migration logic match the prophecy exactly. What Sara and Kara believe is an investigation is the final stage of their own selection. Their compulsion to understand, their refusal to stop pulling at the thread: these are the exact qualities that made the crew plant the trail for them in the first place.

When a handwritten note falls out of one of the archive books directing Sara toward a secondary archive elsewhere on the ship, Kara calls it immediately: it’s a trap, horror trope central, hard pass. Sara goes anyway because knowing less at this point feels worse than the risk. They split up, Sara heading deeper into the Chthonic’s interior while Kara waits in the library with a knife and a thirty minute deadline. Shower ends there, not with a revelation but with a door opening further in, Sara walking toward whatever the Old Groom has been patient enough to wait for, and Kara alone in the library with the realization that understanding a trap and escaping it are not the same thing.

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Deep Dream State is an explicit adult production containing cosmic horror, erotic content, and scenes of ritual transformation. Devotional surrender, boundary dissolution, and encounters with ancient non-human entities. Not for the faint of heart or the firmly landlocked.

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Asunder | The Chthonic: Ceremony Cycle

Asunder | The Chthonic: Ceremony Cycle

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Beneath veils and vows, reality thins. As the ceremony unravels, the mirror doesn’t lie.  It forgets.

This is Episode Four of the dystopian fiction Deep Dream State, an audio drama exploring identity and desire.  

(The Chthonic arc specifically is classified as cosmic horror.)

 

Cast

Ship’s Crew

Guests

  • Alistair, CEO of Neuroplex – Jericho Caine
  • Holly, His Girlfriend – Dizzy Dollie
  • Emma, The Bride – Pipp
  • Brittany, Bridesmaid – Kitten Azazel
  • Kara, Bridesmaid – Tender Confusion
  • Sarah, Bridesmaid – Ring of Keys
  • Amanda, House Mother – Korrupted Innocence
  • Tiffany, Bridesmaid – Britt Reprogrammed

Credits

Deep Dream State is written and produced by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns, with co-production by Bliss.
Sound design, editing, and scoring by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns.

Episode Summary

Asunder unfolds at the height of the Chthonic cruise.  The passengers are summoned to a midnight ceremony led by Captain Dyer and Olivia, the ship’s Cruise Director.   The bride Emma stands trembling on the threshold of the ship’s altar, surrounded by bridesmaids who chant in voices no longer entirely their own.

The sea answers, and the wedding march becomes an invocation.

The crew call down forces from beneath the waves, binding flesh and will in a rite older than the ship or the civilization that built it.  Tentacles, hymns, and deep harmonics mingle as devotion gives way to something that hasn’t got a human word at all.

Olivia and Holly guide the ritual with unsettling precision while Kara, a supernatural guest, warns of what lies deeper than the ceremony itself.  Their exchange exposes the fault line the episode’s been building toward: a struggle between those who’d claim the abyss and those who’d dissolve within it. The Captain preaches that the old order’s made of sand.  What rises from the deep obeys older laws entirely, and the crew respond in ecstatic unison.

Emma accepts the abyss within her, renouncing the boundaries of self for something vast and ancient and patient.

Within the Neuralverse, Asunder’s a pivotal revelation.  It exposes the dystopian vision at the heart of the Deep Dream State and foreshadows the darker architectures of Incognitoh and Sitri Center.  Every subsequent arc carries its fingerprints: ancient covenant, ecstatic surrender, the moment human ambition meets something that was never human at all.

Written and produced by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns, Asunder doesn’t treat transformation and desire as spectacle.  They’re a genuinely destabilizing force here.  The horror is cosmic, rooted in the Lovecraftian tradition of encountering what can’t be comprehended and being changed by it anyway.  It’s a dream of devotion that opens onto the abyss.

And the abyss has been waiting.

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Veil | The Chthonic: Ceremony Cycle

Veil | The Chthonic: Ceremony Cycle

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The bride walks the aisle. The veil parts. And the sea is hungry.

Welcome back to The Chthonic, the arc that launched the Deep Dream State.

Deep Dream State is the only active, serialized erotic audio drama on the open web. Created by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns,

 

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Episode Summary

Veil is a full-cast cosmic horror story where a cruise ship vacation becomes something far older and far stranger.

After an unbearable karaoke night and a round of seashell shots, Kara, Sarah, and Emma slip away from the noise and through a metal door into the ship’s instrument room.  The ship’s purser Selene, resident mystic and reluctant guide, warns them they shouldn’t be there.  The room hums with sonar pings and distant whale calls that sound almost alive. It listens, she says.

Drawn by the sound, Kara insists the songs are familiar.  Selene explains they’re bowhead calls, guardians of the deep places.  When Kara mentions hearing them in dreams, Selene lowers her voice: legends say the whales keep watch over the abyss, over R’lyeh.

The words ignite something in Kara that won’t go quiet.  Something ancient has already started listening back.

The next day the group joins a hushed archaeological excursion led by Mairead, who warns them to stay on the marked path through the glacial tunnels. Kara wanders toward glowing runes that seem to recognize her. A stone door grinds open, separating her from the others. Inside, carvings of women shift in the flicker of their flashlights, the faces gradually resolving into their own. Curiosity becomes terror when the reliefs begin to move and the abyss answers Kara’s call.

What follows is a fevered initiation.  Tentacled forms rise from the dark and claim the explorers one by one, rewriting flesh and memory in ecstatic surrender.  Kara becomes their conduit, declaring that the naditu have returned.  The chamber echoes with chants and the sonar’s rising chorus until Captain Dyer and Olivia appear.

The ceremony is not for any human bride.

Veil transforms the corporate satire of Deep Dream State into revelation. Within the Neuralverse it marks the point where performance gives way to possession and curiosity to initiation. Its fusion of cosmic horror and erotic desire sits in the tradition of Lovecraft rewritten from the inside, where the beings in the abyss are not destroyers but claimants, and the horror is inseparable from the wanting. As with all Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns productions, Veil asks how storytelling can depict transformation ethically. The line between empathy and oblivion is as thin as the ice that holds the abyss below.

Production Credits

Deep Dream State is written and produced by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns, with co-production by Bliss Blank.
Sound design, editing, and scoring by Neural Nets and Pretty Patterns.

Content Advisory

This series contains adult themes. Listener discretion is advised.

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The bride walks the aisle. The veil parts. And the sea is hungry. Beneath the vows and rituals, desire takes root in obedience — and The Chthonic listens.

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